Sunday, June 26
> Swing swing, mood swings.
Im feeling gloomy, very very moody. Dont ask me why, my whole family is not being ourselves today.
Ebony went for a haircut, hmm, correct that, she went to get shaved. She's so botak right now, so ugly. But i'll still love her, so much more than anything else in this world.
Friday was spent in school studying with Jason accompanying me. Thanks boy! Felt so bad making u sit there, reading Juice and falling asleep. Thanks thanks. Had dance at 7.30pm while school ended at 12pm.
Saturday, went over to my cousin's house for dinner. Baby Raymous has grown so much, cuter than when he was a toddler. Time passes, he's gonna turn 2 years old soon. Raymous loves aeroplane, i'll get him one model next time i visit him. Uncle drove me down to town to meet up with the usual aftermath. Went for a game of bowling after much slacking in town at East Coast.
Today, i spent my day doing tutorials and trying really hard to study. From tomorrow onwards, i'll be fixed in TP's library 7th floor to do my revisions from 5pm all the way to 9pm. Catch me there!
I've braved myself up upon hearing some shocking news about my crush who is in love with another right now. No worries, i can handle it.
I had another weird dream last night. I forgot the contents but i remembered that the TPDB guys are in it, again. WTH?! And ya, i also remembered i saw some Gmethss people and i remember buying 10 slices of cakes at only $1 (which means one slice cost 10 cents) at about 4am in the morning. WHAT SIA?!
I think im going back to mug, provided that im feeling happier and not so tired. Goodnight.
Im feeling gloomy, very very moody. Dont ask me why, my whole family is not being ourselves today.
Ebony went for a haircut, hmm, correct that, she went to get shaved. She's so botak right now, so ugly. But i'll still love her, so much more than anything else in this world.
Friday was spent in school studying with Jason accompanying me. Thanks boy! Felt so bad making u sit there, reading Juice and falling asleep. Thanks thanks. Had dance at 7.30pm while school ended at 12pm.
Saturday, went over to my cousin's house for dinner. Baby Raymous has grown so much, cuter than when he was a toddler. Time passes, he's gonna turn 2 years old soon. Raymous loves aeroplane, i'll get him one model next time i visit him. Uncle drove me down to town to meet up with the usual aftermath. Went for a game of bowling after much slacking in town at East Coast.
Today, i spent my day doing tutorials and trying really hard to study. From tomorrow onwards, i'll be fixed in TP's library 7th floor to do my revisions from 5pm all the way to 9pm. Catch me there!
I've braved myself up upon hearing some shocking news about my crush who is in love with another right now. No worries, i can handle it.
I had another weird dream last night. I forgot the contents but i remembered that the TPDB guys are in it, again. WTH?! And ya, i also remembered i saw some Gmethss people and i remember buying 10 slices of cakes at only $1 (which means one slice cost 10 cents) at about 4am in the morning. WHAT SIA?!
I think im going back to mug, provided that im feeling happier and not so tired. Goodnight.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 11:03:00 pm
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Thursday, June 23
> Girls.
Was chatting with Jeffrey over msn a moment ago. I asked him about me. Didnt say much but i wanna emphasize on a sentence he said. "you have more guy friends than girls."
Well, i cant deny that fact, i do have many more guy friends. Now im questioning myself why is that so. I finally came up with a conclusion. Girls, are vicious creatures. They bear hatred, deep rooted into their heart. Girls, are like two headed snakes, they go around backstabbing other girls, gossip about em but yet pretend to be friends with em face to face. Theybear grudges and it can be really quite scary.
Guys dont. They cant give a damn about such stuffs. Girls are more sensitive, they usually cant admit and face their flaws when being told. Its not easy to find a trustable girl friend, cos whatever you say will cause you a terrible time later on.
Im a girl myself, i know how girls think. But yes, im speaking in general, at least that's what i feel. May not apply to all, but i guess, 99% of em are like that. Tell me im wrong?
Was chatting with Jeffrey over msn a moment ago. I asked him about me. Didnt say much but i wanna emphasize on a sentence he said. "you have more guy friends than girls."
Well, i cant deny that fact, i do have many more guy friends. Now im questioning myself why is that so. I finally came up with a conclusion. Girls, are vicious creatures. They bear hatred, deep rooted into their heart. Girls, are like two headed snakes, they go around backstabbing other girls, gossip about em but yet pretend to be friends with em face to face. Theybear grudges and it can be really quite scary.
Guys dont. They cant give a damn about such stuffs. Girls are more sensitive, they usually cant admit and face their flaws when being told. Its not easy to find a trustable girl friend, cos whatever you say will cause you a terrible time later on.
Im a girl myself, i know how girls think. But yes, im speaking in general, at least that's what i feel. May not apply to all, but i guess, 99% of em are like that. Tell me im wrong?
sealed-with-a-kiss < 12:58:00 am
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Tuesday, June 21
> Gastric flu attack, again!
What's up with you barbies man? What's wrong with vomitting into a dustbin along TP's overhead bridge? I was feeling nauseous okay, and i was feeling really terrible. Spell that word with me, T-E-R-R-I-B-L-E. I was trying really hard to endure that nausea feeling till i couldnt help it any longer, i decided to just throw up into the dustbin. At least i didnt do it on the floor anyhow right!!! Thank goodness Huini was around to pat my back and get me some tissue. Thanks.
I continued going for lecture nonetheless yesterday morning after that horrible throw up. But, i couldnt listen attentively at all. I felt conjested at my chest and it was really hard to breathe. I was feeling so uneasy i decided to call daddy for help. Din wanna interrupt the lecture and i didnt have the strength to walk all the way up and out of the lecture theatre so i smsed dad instead. It took him about 5 minutes to call me back saying that he just reached West Coast and asked if i could wait for him for about an hour, he'll come to pick me up right after he's done with his stuffs. AN HOUR MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS, i nearly fainted. Before i could say another word, he changed his mindset and decided to come down to school to send me to the doctor instead. That's how much my dad loves me!
The clinic i usually go to was packed and i had to wait for an hour and a half before my turn, i nearly fainted again! So dad drove me down to another doctor, this time it took only 15 minutes. While i was waiting for my turn, dad drove home and cooked porridge for me before coming back to Parkway to pick me home. And for your information, i stay only a mere 10 minutes walk from Parkway Parade. That's how much my dad dotes on me!
He made sure i ate my porridge and medicine before leaving the house, and back to West Coast to settle his stuff. And when he was on his way down to pick me up from the doctor, the lift was under maintanence! He had to walk down the flights of stairs to the 8th storey (while i stay on the 12th) to take the lift. Oh goodness, cant believe i did this to an old man. I mean, daddy.
Doctor diagnosed that i was down with gastric flu, and it got worsen later that evening when i had high fever. Was on bed the entire day and night, till i was aching all over. Felt much better this morning and decided to go to school. Everyone said i look pale and sickly. Well, it always happen, whether or not im sick, i always look pale and sickly. Now you see the reason why i enjoy being browned?
I hate medicine and i've decided not to continue eating any. It tastes horrible! Bahh, time to erm..rest.
What's up with you barbies man? What's wrong with vomitting into a dustbin along TP's overhead bridge? I was feeling nauseous okay, and i was feeling really terrible. Spell that word with me, T-E-R-R-I-B-L-E. I was trying really hard to endure that nausea feeling till i couldnt help it any longer, i decided to just throw up into the dustbin. At least i didnt do it on the floor anyhow right!!! Thank goodness Huini was around to pat my back and get me some tissue. Thanks.
I continued going for lecture nonetheless yesterday morning after that horrible throw up. But, i couldnt listen attentively at all. I felt conjested at my chest and it was really hard to breathe. I was feeling so uneasy i decided to call daddy for help. Din wanna interrupt the lecture and i didnt have the strength to walk all the way up and out of the lecture theatre so i smsed dad instead. It took him about 5 minutes to call me back saying that he just reached West Coast and asked if i could wait for him for about an hour, he'll come to pick me up right after he's done with his stuffs. AN HOUR MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS, i nearly fainted. Before i could say another word, he changed his mindset and decided to come down to school to send me to the doctor instead. That's how much my dad loves me!
The clinic i usually go to was packed and i had to wait for an hour and a half before my turn, i nearly fainted again! So dad drove me down to another doctor, this time it took only 15 minutes. While i was waiting for my turn, dad drove home and cooked porridge for me before coming back to Parkway to pick me home. And for your information, i stay only a mere 10 minutes walk from Parkway Parade. That's how much my dad dotes on me!
He made sure i ate my porridge and medicine before leaving the house, and back to West Coast to settle his stuff. And when he was on his way down to pick me up from the doctor, the lift was under maintanence! He had to walk down the flights of stairs to the 8th storey (while i stay on the 12th) to take the lift. Oh goodness, cant believe i did this to an old man. I mean, daddy.
Doctor diagnosed that i was down with gastric flu, and it got worsen later that evening when i had high fever. Was on bed the entire day and night, till i was aching all over. Felt much better this morning and decided to go to school. Everyone said i look pale and sickly. Well, it always happen, whether or not im sick, i always look pale and sickly. Now you see the reason why i enjoy being browned?
I hate medicine and i've decided not to continue eating any. It tastes horrible! Bahh, time to erm..rest.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 11:50:00 pm
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Sunday, June 19
> Happy birthday(s)!
Happy birthday my dear ones.
Happy 18th birthday JingPing, wish you stay pretty like you always do. Miss you, a lot !
Happy birthday my dearest Kenny kor and Joshua Kho. Turned 19 on the 19th, marvellous !
Happy 18th birthday eve Ms Eunice Puah, miss you lots lots too !
and yes..Happy Fathers' Day!
Happy birthday my dear ones.
Happy 18th birthday JingPing, wish you stay pretty like you always do. Miss you, a lot !
Happy birthday my dearest Kenny kor and Joshua Kho. Turned 19 on the 19th, marvellous !
Happy 18th birthday eve Ms Eunice Puah, miss you lots lots too !
and yes..Happy Fathers' Day!
sealed-with-a-kiss < 12:25:00 am
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Saturday, June 18
> Finally, the weekend is here.
This is probably gonna be another random update with much details about my day today. My business idea was accepted and all i gotta do is to add in a few more details and send for submission. Then, im totally over and done with it. No more tutorials on Friday morning at 0900 hours. yay!
Lunched over with Jason at Biz Park after PCA lecture at 1200 hours. He was walking me off to the overhead bridge and we parted when i recieved a call and headed back to school to settle some stuffs. Got home at about 1430, took a shower, had a nap, woke up a 1730 and prepared for dance in school. I think i over stretched my thigh muscles, it hurt quite a bit. Practice ended at 2115, took a bus over to the interchange and met up with Jason again for a midnight movie, Mr and Mrs Smith. Saw Raymond at the bus stop, exchanged some really lame jokes which i shared with Jason at Cafe Cartel. I felt quite dumb and lame.
The movie's not too bad, but i was kinda tired in the midst of it. Hilarious would be the right word to use. 3.5 stars upon 5 i guess. Right now, im gonna have a warm bath and go straight to bed. Ebony's still pretty weird and i really have no idea how to settle it with her.
Oh yeah, im in another great dilemma once again. Its all about dance. Should i take part in the event for National Day? Bahh..
This is probably gonna be another random update with much details about my day today. My business idea was accepted and all i gotta do is to add in a few more details and send for submission. Then, im totally over and done with it. No more tutorials on Friday morning at 0900 hours. yay!
Lunched over with Jason at Biz Park after PCA lecture at 1200 hours. He was walking me off to the overhead bridge and we parted when i recieved a call and headed back to school to settle some stuffs. Got home at about 1430, took a shower, had a nap, woke up a 1730 and prepared for dance in school. I think i over stretched my thigh muscles, it hurt quite a bit. Practice ended at 2115, took a bus over to the interchange and met up with Jason again for a midnight movie, Mr and Mrs Smith. Saw Raymond at the bus stop, exchanged some really lame jokes which i shared with Jason at Cafe Cartel. I felt quite dumb and lame.
The movie's not too bad, but i was kinda tired in the midst of it. Hilarious would be the right word to use. 3.5 stars upon 5 i guess. Right now, im gonna have a warm bath and go straight to bed. Ebony's still pretty weird and i really have no idea how to settle it with her.
Oh yeah, im in another great dilemma once again. Its all about dance. Should i take part in the event for National Day? Bahh..
sealed-with-a-kiss < 1:35:00 am
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Friday, June 17
> Random.
My darling dog, Ebony, is acting weird today. She didnt stand behind the door and welcome me home when i got home after dance lesson from school at 2200 hours. In addition, she didnt move around the house, nor did she eat her food. Im getting so darn worried because that's not the normal, lively and hyper Ebony the Lims/Lins used to have just the day before. Im so afraid she's ill or something, i almost cried when i see her giving me that pitiful look. =(
Arts Appreciation presentation on Johannes Vermeer was passable i guess. I hate presentations! Bahh, i mispronounced many words, made a fool outta myself, stammered throughout but boy am i glad its all over. After tutorial, Denise and i went for the lecture but was chatting throughout the entire hour. Realised some really embarrassing stuffs, i just felt like digging a hole outta my pillow and stuff my head into it, sleep and never wake up! lol. kidding.
Im really tired right now, but ive yet finished up my Entrepreneurship idea proposal. I'll go to bed the moment i do so. Dance is on again tomorrow, i hope my body is able to loosen again and dance freely on stage. Im too stiff and inflexible, i need yoga lessons!
I realised im keeping myself busy day in day out. I guess the reason why i do so was to keep myself from thinking so much insignificant stuffs and people. I was feeling really down this morning because i thought of him once again, i almost wept when i thought about the times we first met and how could things turn 360 degrees in such a short span of time.
Right, i shall not go too deep into it. Anyhoos, i wanna hit Sunsetbay this Saturday. My sis has gotta mug for her exams next week, i wonder if Joanna or Jason would be able to make it. Denise and friends are hitting the beach on Sat, i wanna go too! Been long since i touched the sand. I WANNA GO SENTOSA!!
My darling dog, Ebony, is acting weird today. She didnt stand behind the door and welcome me home when i got home after dance lesson from school at 2200 hours. In addition, she didnt move around the house, nor did she eat her food. Im getting so darn worried because that's not the normal, lively and hyper Ebony the Lims/Lins used to have just the day before. Im so afraid she's ill or something, i almost cried when i see her giving me that pitiful look. =(
Arts Appreciation presentation on Johannes Vermeer was passable i guess. I hate presentations! Bahh, i mispronounced many words, made a fool outta myself, stammered throughout but boy am i glad its all over. After tutorial, Denise and i went for the lecture but was chatting throughout the entire hour. Realised some really embarrassing stuffs, i just felt like digging a hole outta my pillow and stuff my head into it, sleep and never wake up! lol. kidding.
Im really tired right now, but ive yet finished up my Entrepreneurship idea proposal. I'll go to bed the moment i do so. Dance is on again tomorrow, i hope my body is able to loosen again and dance freely on stage. Im too stiff and inflexible, i need yoga lessons!
I realised im keeping myself busy day in day out. I guess the reason why i do so was to keep myself from thinking so much insignificant stuffs and people. I was feeling really down this morning because i thought of him once again, i almost wept when i thought about the times we first met and how could things turn 360 degrees in such a short span of time.
Right, i shall not go too deep into it. Anyhoos, i wanna hit Sunsetbay this Saturday. My sis has gotta mug for her exams next week, i wonder if Joanna or Jason would be able to make it. Denise and friends are hitting the beach on Sat, i wanna go too! Been long since i touched the sand. I WANNA GO SENTOSA!!
sealed-with-a-kiss < 12:51:00 am
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Tuesday, June 14
> I never knew things will ever turn out this way..
It can be really that tiring when only one person is trying to make things work, trying to keep it going, trying to make the friendship stay. Im not even hoping it will continue to blossom because i know that can never happen, im just trying my very best to fight for what i want, and you, the one who i love. But time and time again, ive been overwhelmed with disappointments and more setbacks. Ive had enough, and i told myself that that was enough. I dont understand the reason behind my motions, the things i do, the words i use.
I never knew it was that tough, im like fighting a battle during war. Its not to overcome what i feel for you, but to overcome myself. I finally realised that my ego has been overrated by myself and im not that strong afterall. I couldnt accept the fact that you didnt have anymore feelings for me, just like the fact that Ed left and stopped loving me. It was too harsh on me, way beyond my limits.
Im too tired and jaded to go on, yet i cant seem to stop. I know how i can stop all these from happening, but the alternative is quite impossible meanwhile. I can only suffer in total silence and weep when all is asleep. I hope this is not my karma, because i dont think i should be suffering with this. There are tons of people out there who should instead.
It can be really that tiring when only one person is trying to make things work, trying to keep it going, trying to make the friendship stay. Im not even hoping it will continue to blossom because i know that can never happen, im just trying my very best to fight for what i want, and you, the one who i love. But time and time again, ive been overwhelmed with disappointments and more setbacks. Ive had enough, and i told myself that that was enough. I dont understand the reason behind my motions, the things i do, the words i use.
I never knew it was that tough, im like fighting a battle during war. Its not to overcome what i feel for you, but to overcome myself. I finally realised that my ego has been overrated by myself and im not that strong afterall. I couldnt accept the fact that you didnt have anymore feelings for me, just like the fact that Ed left and stopped loving me. It was too harsh on me, way beyond my limits.
Im too tired and jaded to go on, yet i cant seem to stop. I know how i can stop all these from happening, but the alternative is quite impossible meanwhile. I can only suffer in total silence and weep when all is asleep. I hope this is not my karma, because i dont think i should be suffering with this. There are tons of people out there who should instead.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 1:28:00 am
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> Time management.
So many assignments, so little time. So many activites and commitments, so little time. So many lessons to revise, so little time. Conclusion? Ive got not enough time.
Arts appreciation collage not completed, write up not done, report on artist not researched, business idea not written and submitted for green light, tutorials not completed, lessons not revised, add in dance practice on Thursdays and Fridays from 1800 to 2100 hours, im gonna be so dead.
Chinablack management is fuped, totally dope. Things happened just last Saturday and it pissed the hell outta me. Caused me to be guilty strickened and feeling bad the entire night, even until now. Rules and regulations are totally craps, bouncers and door bitch suck a hell lot. Enough said.
The usuals got me the skinwatch i was eyeing for from Swatch on my birthday but sad to say, there's a freaking long scratch right up to the centre and im freaking upset. =(
Anyway, i got myself a new Adidas jacket. The Missy Elliot edition which ive waited for the stock to arrive for 2 weeks. I love it to bits, but it too, caused a big hole in my pocket. Now, that's 2 things off my wish list. yay!
Life's been pretty stagnant these days. My entries are getting a little too dry and boring (not like it was ever that interesting), but yeah, i dont even bother to view it as often as before now. School workload have been pretty taxing, i dont have much time to relax and have fun. I need to stop watching so much television and concentrate more on my studies. My goal to do well for this semester has been reminding me that i should stop being so slack, but its not really working that well. bahh, spare me from my contradictions. I need to wake up now !
Havent been meeting up with much people recently. I miss my bestie Lyn, so glad to meet her up for lunch this noon. I know things aint going too well for you, and im sorry i havent been there for you throughout your darkest moment. Ive been pretty jaded with my own life right now and i didnt have much strength and energy left to think about the people around me. Hope you understand, but i'll always be here, just a phone call away. Miss you. love!
Besides the usuals (cos i meet you people every Saturdays), the barbies (i see you darlings every weekday!) and the BSC people (been seeing you peeps around in school but not Zhenjie, okay i miss you!), theres still a number of people i miss. For example, those on SIP right now, and Jason (when are we ever gonna hit the beach for our secret training?!), some of the volleyball guys (havent been disturbing Mark for a long time, come to lecture soon u shit!), Derek (i still remember you said you wanna treat me to seafood dinner) and some of my girlfriends in Secondary school, like Eunice and the other GB girls, i miss you all!
Meet up soon, like after your mid semester exams or something, but that's when im having mine. Bahh, the whole education system is kinda screwed up, but yes, we will meet up soon.
Bedtime!
So many assignments, so little time. So many activites and commitments, so little time. So many lessons to revise, so little time. Conclusion? Ive got not enough time.
Arts appreciation collage not completed, write up not done, report on artist not researched, business idea not written and submitted for green light, tutorials not completed, lessons not revised, add in dance practice on Thursdays and Fridays from 1800 to 2100 hours, im gonna be so dead.
Chinablack management is fuped, totally dope. Things happened just last Saturday and it pissed the hell outta me. Caused me to be guilty strickened and feeling bad the entire night, even until now. Rules and regulations are totally craps, bouncers and door bitch suck a hell lot. Enough said.
The usuals got me the skinwatch i was eyeing for from Swatch on my birthday but sad to say, there's a freaking long scratch right up to the centre and im freaking upset. =(
Anyway, i got myself a new Adidas jacket. The Missy Elliot edition which ive waited for the stock to arrive for 2 weeks. I love it to bits, but it too, caused a big hole in my pocket. Now, that's 2 things off my wish list. yay!
Life's been pretty stagnant these days. My entries are getting a little too dry and boring (not like it was ever that interesting), but yeah, i dont even bother to view it as often as before now. School workload have been pretty taxing, i dont have much time to relax and have fun. I need to stop watching so much television and concentrate more on my studies. My goal to do well for this semester has been reminding me that i should stop being so slack, but its not really working that well. bahh, spare me from my contradictions. I need to wake up now !
Havent been meeting up with much people recently. I miss my bestie Lyn, so glad to meet her up for lunch this noon. I know things aint going too well for you, and im sorry i havent been there for you throughout your darkest moment. Ive been pretty jaded with my own life right now and i didnt have much strength and energy left to think about the people around me. Hope you understand, but i'll always be here, just a phone call away. Miss you. love!
Besides the usuals (cos i meet you people every Saturdays), the barbies (i see you darlings every weekday!) and the BSC people (been seeing you peeps around in school but not Zhenjie, okay i miss you!), theres still a number of people i miss. For example, those on SIP right now, and Jason (when are we ever gonna hit the beach for our secret training?!), some of the volleyball guys (havent been disturbing Mark for a long time, come to lecture soon u shit!), Derek (i still remember you said you wanna treat me to seafood dinner) and some of my girlfriends in Secondary school, like Eunice and the other GB girls, i miss you all!
Meet up soon, like after your mid semester exams or something, but that's when im having mine. Bahh, the whole education system is kinda screwed up, but yes, we will meet up soon.
Bedtime!
sealed-with-a-kiss < 12:02:00 am
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Thursday, June 9
> Dreams can kill. + Zouk !
I just got woken up by another weird dream. This time it was worst, this time it got me crying in reality. Yesterday i was crying in my dreams, today, i found myself crying when i woke up. I dreamt of him and he gave me a very cold shoulder. I guess i knew the reason why i dreamt of him, i simply miss him too much. I got so affected by the way he talk to me and the things he said. I chased him away and broke down crying. MAD! Yes yes i know i know, he no longer loves me, its so freaking obvious but i'm still pretending he does. MAD!!
Anyway, zouk last night was a blast (or so i felt) because i saw so many people i havent been seeing for ages! It was Meiting's 18th birthday celebration, i was still contemplating if i should go till the eleventh hour when i decided to turn up. Opportunity cost? Skipped lecture at 9am this morning. I was freaking tired, i reached home at 0400 hours!
Once i reached there, i saw BoonTeng then while waiting for Gabriel, i saw Edwin's brother who i see around in school but i didnt know him personally. He tapped me and told me Edwin's inside zouk too. A while later, Edwin came out and looked for his brother, that's where we saw each other. Exchanged a few sentences and he went back in. All was fun, the usuals turned up, Meiting's cousin and mum came too. While leaving, i saw Philip (my old friend from church), He was darn surprised and asked what was i doing in zouk. lol! Supper over at Joo Chiat aftermath and headed home. K.O!
Gonna prepare for school now. Boring boring boring.
I just got woken up by another weird dream. This time it was worst, this time it got me crying in reality. Yesterday i was crying in my dreams, today, i found myself crying when i woke up. I dreamt of him and he gave me a very cold shoulder. I guess i knew the reason why i dreamt of him, i simply miss him too much. I got so affected by the way he talk to me and the things he said. I chased him away and broke down crying. MAD! Yes yes i know i know, he no longer loves me, its so freaking obvious but i'm still pretending he does. MAD!!
Anyway, zouk last night was a blast (or so i felt) because i saw so many people i havent been seeing for ages! It was Meiting's 18th birthday celebration, i was still contemplating if i should go till the eleventh hour when i decided to turn up. Opportunity cost? Skipped lecture at 9am this morning. I was freaking tired, i reached home at 0400 hours!
Once i reached there, i saw BoonTeng then while waiting for Gabriel, i saw Edwin's brother who i see around in school but i didnt know him personally. He tapped me and told me Edwin's inside zouk too. A while later, Edwin came out and looked for his brother, that's where we saw each other. Exchanged a few sentences and he went back in. All was fun, the usuals turned up, Meiting's cousin and mum came too. While leaving, i saw Philip (my old friend from church), He was darn surprised and asked what was i doing in zouk. lol! Supper over at Joo Chiat aftermath and headed home. K.O!
Gonna prepare for school now. Boring boring boring.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 11:20:00 am
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Wednesday, June 8
> Weird dream.
I woke up badly from a dream, i couldnt really recall what exactly happened but i remembered strongly i was crying really badly. I cried so badly for 2 days, the people around me didnt know what to do. I remembered crying so badly till Spermy (the guy in TPDB who i do not know personally) came to console and comfort me. Weird right !? Then, because of all the cryings, i didnt go my job as a Citibank Product Advisor and i had no sales! So, Jerry (from A&F) wrote my name on his application and pretended it was mine. Its darn amusing man. I tried to recall what the whole thing was about, but i couldnt. I dont even know the reason why i cried. But the weirdest thing of all is that i dreamt of people i dont even know personally. And hmm, this isnt the first time i dreamt of Spermy and the TPDB guys though. Weird weird weird !
Anyway, Happy 18th birthday my bitch Meiting. Like finally? Yay! Hope u get a great knock out over at Zouk tonight. =D
I woke up badly from a dream, i couldnt really recall what exactly happened but i remembered strongly i was crying really badly. I cried so badly for 2 days, the people around me didnt know what to do. I remembered crying so badly till Spermy (the guy in TPDB who i do not know personally) came to console and comfort me. Weird right !? Then, because of all the cryings, i didnt go my job as a Citibank Product Advisor and i had no sales! So, Jerry (from A&F) wrote my name on his application and pretended it was mine. Its darn amusing man. I tried to recall what the whole thing was about, but i couldnt. I dont even know the reason why i cried. But the weirdest thing of all is that i dreamt of people i dont even know personally. And hmm, this isnt the first time i dreamt of Spermy and the TPDB guys though. Weird weird weird !
Anyway, Happy 18th birthday my bitch Meiting. Like finally? Yay! Hope u get a great knock out over at Zouk tonight. =D
sealed-with-a-kiss < 10:15:00 am
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Monday, June 6
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Im having a great dilemma right now. Huan Yang called me to say that our modern dance instructor wants me to dance for the graduation ceremony in TP, but i would have to continue in the advanced modern dance class in order to do so. The thing is, i didnt have the mindset to continue. Lessons will be on 7.30pm on every Thursday but my schedule for school on that day is from 9am to 7pm. I'll be darn tired by then. A lot of commitments to put into if i were to dance, and im not sure whether i have the time to do so. My passion for dancing would definately urge me to take it up, but there are a lot of other things i have to consider and put in mind. bahh.
Im now munching on supper, milk and cake. Im supposed to be on diet remember? Well, my 2 weeks meatless diet is coming to an end soon (2 days time) and to all humans who wanna be on diet, vegetarian diet doesnt work. Tested and proven by me, unless you are willing to put away the snacks to keep your fill. Vegatables, they dont keep me full at all. I'll feel hungry after a while. And as a matter of fact, i think i became meatier than before.
I spent the whole of today doing my tutorials since i woke up at 3pm. What a boring Sunday ive spent.
On Saturday, i woke up as early as 9am to go to the banks with my mum to settle some stuffs and open a new account. I'll be getting my debit card soon, yay! Had lunch over at Delifrance as mum and i were on a diet. Didnt keep me full at all.
Got home and napped for awhile before meeting Wayne and David for a light shopping over at Far East. Later that night, the usuals(9 of us this time) caught Cursed over at Plaza Singapura at 0145hours. The movie's great, definately worthed your $9.50. Im giving it 4.5 stars upon 5. We were sitting on the second row and that's quite a neck-aching thing to do.
Next, i shall be implementing on a low carbo and no snacks diet. I hope it works this time round. Now, im going to finish up my supper and go to bed thinking if i should continue in modern dance. =(
Im having a great dilemma right now. Huan Yang called me to say that our modern dance instructor wants me to dance for the graduation ceremony in TP, but i would have to continue in the advanced modern dance class in order to do so. The thing is, i didnt have the mindset to continue. Lessons will be on 7.30pm on every Thursday but my schedule for school on that day is from 9am to 7pm. I'll be darn tired by then. A lot of commitments to put into if i were to dance, and im not sure whether i have the time to do so. My passion for dancing would definately urge me to take it up, but there are a lot of other things i have to consider and put in mind. bahh.
Im now munching on supper, milk and cake. Im supposed to be on diet remember? Well, my 2 weeks meatless diet is coming to an end soon (2 days time) and to all humans who wanna be on diet, vegetarian diet doesnt work. Tested and proven by me, unless you are willing to put away the snacks to keep your fill. Vegatables, they dont keep me full at all. I'll feel hungry after a while. And as a matter of fact, i think i became meatier than before.
I spent the whole of today doing my tutorials since i woke up at 3pm. What a boring Sunday ive spent.
On Saturday, i woke up as early as 9am to go to the banks with my mum to settle some stuffs and open a new account. I'll be getting my debit card soon, yay! Had lunch over at Delifrance as mum and i were on a diet. Didnt keep me full at all.
Got home and napped for awhile before meeting Wayne and David for a light shopping over at Far East. Later that night, the usuals(9 of us this time) caught Cursed over at Plaza Singapura at 0145hours. The movie's great, definately worthed your $9.50. Im giving it 4.5 stars upon 5. We were sitting on the second row and that's quite a neck-aching thing to do.
Next, i shall be implementing on a low carbo and no snacks diet. I hope it works this time round. Now, im going to finish up my supper and go to bed thinking if i should continue in modern dance. =(
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